All things medical

It has been three weeks since surgery and things are going pretty well. The scar is minimal and the swelling is still going down. I have had many people say they feel like it is much better than my last scar. Um, thanks? I knew it wasn't the pretties scar but I guess to have others tell you that is kinda weird. But regardless, it is healing very fast and looking good.

Now the drain...
I am not a fan of drains. It is a love hate situation. I know you need one and it is helpful and all but man they kinda suck and especially when they don't work how they are supposed to. Mine stopped draining accurately about 6/7 days in. A lot of the drainage wasn't going into the drain but was leaking out of the hole entering my scar. Gross I know, but I would say 25% was going into the drain, the rest into bandages/gauze's. By day 12 I was done with it and luckily the nurse pulled it. Lets just say it definitely wasn't working and was practically completely clogged. I was told to express the buildup liquid at home and so I did. And I filmed it. Yep, totally did. So if you like gross weird videos you can see it here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C9wX0Ec7zRk I have had some redness in the last few days so I stopped in to have it checked today and they had to puncture it and drain it as well. I am on antibiotics and hopefully it will stop accumulating soon.

The white part is what was inside... crazy!

Just a bit special. Drain issues. 

Liver
My liver was really good - legitimately normal while I was in the hospital! So exciting! But... then spiked into the 200's again a week later. Now it is trending back down, without any additional meds. They assume it is from having anesthesia as well as some of the anti-nausea and pain meds given. I just have a super sensitive liver now and forever it seems.

Diet
Since they had to cut the bile ducts in my neck, I was put on a strict NO FAT diet. Yep, no fat. nada. Not even supposed to have a gram! The reason is because fat processes through those ducts and in order for them to heal fully there needs to be no fat circulating through. I.e. no fat. It was torture. So many things have fat in them, and the things that don't like vegetables are really hard for me to eat/chew still. It's was an adjustment to say the least. Best non-fat find to date? Grandma Sycamores WHITE BREAD! And delicious, foamy nonfat chai lattes. Today the doc gave me the go ahead to have fat! Pretty excited to say the least! I actually had a break in appointments after and him and I were getting lunch at the same time so I got to share my fat-full meal (blackened salmon salad) with him and get to know him a bit better which was nice.

I received the pathology report as well. There was 38 lymph nodes removed, 14 of which had melanoma in them. I guess the large "tumor" was a grouping of matted lymph nodes, not just one big tumor. And that "numerous lymph nodes are grossly positive with tumor." There is something about reading about what you have that makes it that much harder. Although I know it is real, it is that much more real when it is on paper in front of your face. Never fun.

Now on to the plan. I will be doing full radiation on my neck starting on November 10th. This will hopefully kill the remaining cells left behind after surgery (we knew going in that it was impossible to get clear margins/all the cells). Radiation will be  20 sessions. Radiation is done everyday, Monday - Friday. I am not sure yet how long each one takes but I would assume I will be up there for about 1-2 hours each time. Planning today went well and I feel alright going forward. They made my mask as well as gave me my first tattoos, three of them. They are little dots to mark where they need to line me up each time. One on each shoulder and one in the middle of my chest. Primal style with ink and a single needle.

The center of the "X" is where the tattoos are (not the full ink you see here)

I was also presented at tumor board again (yes, I am told I am a "frequent flyer" there) and because of the cancer being so aggressive I need to hit it from two ways, and the options for that is chemo. The name of the chemo drug is carbo-taxel and it is able to be given while you are doing radiation, unlike all the immunotherapies that are the other options. This is an 5 hour outpatient infusion chemo that is given every three weeks, up to 6 times, and I am starting that on November 10th as well. And yes it is a make you sick, lose your hair kind of chemo. Right when my hair was really taking on some character. To compare it to my other chemo regimen, this is 2 drugs where the biochemo was 5 drugs at once. I'm hoping I tolerate it well. I had my ugly cry about it and my restless nights (probably just the beginning of those) and now am pretty ok with it all. The timing just sucks, but when is there a good time to start chemo and radiation, or a good time for cancer? The answer is never.

Brain radiation is still in the works, that's about all the info I have on that. Hopefully will find out more soon.

New scans (CT and MRI) on Friday the 4th.

I learned yesterday that one of the people I would always bump in to up at Huntsman (his wife is the mom of some of my childhood friends) passed away from his stage IV lung cancer, diagnosed in May. So hard. Last time I saw him he was having a hard time overall and it just makes me sad to see how many people are affected by this damn disease. Oy.



Here's to treatment options 9 and 10!

Here is a recap:
Surgery #1, Biochemo, HF10/Ipi, BRaf #1 Mekinist/Tafinlar, BRaf #2 Zelboraf/Cotellic, Nivolumab/Ipi Combo, BRaf #1 again, Surgery #2. Now radiation and chemo.